GOODBYE :'(

aww man
last post liao
saying buhbyess to this preety blog
*perasan*
and people!
PUH-lease go to the new one coz its freaking quiet at there
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http://complicated-me11.blogspot.com/
i know the address sucks a little
but im trying my best on the 'nei rong'
teehees
xD
okay im really sad to leave this one
but the new one really needs me
dont worry
im keeping this old blog as a memory
:)
okays gtg
gonna post another at the new blog
:P

HAPPY NEW YEAR btw
:)
BYE
:')

DAY 43 :: our last 24 and a half hours :O

Hihiiis
:]
its 11.30 right now
and i duwan 2010 end so fast
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im so scared
that my new blog is failing into piesces
hoping someone is giving me time to work on it 2mr
owh my owh my..
LADY GAGA

okay duwan luo suo today
nothing to write
and im out of time
will spamm much 2mr
wish me luck on my new blog
will giv address same 2mr
LOL
-.-"

pray pray praying for luck AGAIN
:P
sorry for so short
blame the someone who pressed the "fast forward" button so fast
:/
buhbyess
><

DAY 42 :: CHS = OMG

Haiixx
><
straight to the point
first day wearing uniforms to that school was
nono awesome
yeayea creepy

i didnt saw you leh Hong.
whr the hell were you?
but u know who i saw?
wth..
-.-
Hong Ray
zhadao
!!
i got out of the dewan
then lift my head up
saw HongRay
then he 2 eyes big big look at me like the eyeball wanna fall out
i also 2 eyes big big look back at him
LOL
><
zhadao zhadao zhadao

lost in the woods
lost in the jungle
lost in the shopping centre
all above make sense huh?
but leh
lost in the SCHOOL
doesnt make sense at all
IM LOST
D=

aiyoo
the prefect dunno say what
so tiny little voice
even if stand infront also cannot listen larhh
iisshh
i only can hear him say
"can u hear what i say!!??"
then shake heads
then he dont care liao
wakakaxx
:P

among all the rules
gt a few very let me ji dong dao
><
the most ji dong is
"CANNOT SLEEP IN CLASS"
WTFFF???
thats one of my fav hobbies i do in class
now u say cannot do that
><
i cant survive in Sejarah class anymore
maybe not onlt that class
all larh
iisshh
"cannot change place"
-.-
"must do homework"
-.-"
"must bring textbooks"
-.-"""
i very gek dong liao
dont say liao
*WHY CANT SLEEP IN CLASS?!!*

1B2 1B2 1B2 1B2 1B2 1B2 1B2
i duwan write liao later i write 122
-.-
my class next year
hell yeah im not same with anybody i know
-.-

bo lengzai
nvm
><
need to live a life without THAT
but..
*WHY CANT SLEEP IN CLASS?!!*
still very gek dong
-.-

Hohohoss
He's Beautiful i see finish liao
the ending very simple
okay okay larh
:P
going to see another drama series
the 8tv very slow ohh
maybe going to see again He's Beuatiful
starting a few episodes i think let the 8tv cut jor some part
XDXD

2mr i dunno whats my schedule
nobody want help me
3:
FINE
xP
i freaking wanna DSLR
even though im not sure am i in the kelab
i should have it alr
i was born to have it
(crap liao..)

okay ssshhh
its 12.01 AM
get some sleep liao larh
haizz
this is the life u gave me God
im trying to appreciate it as much as i can
TRYING
buhbyess
><

DAY 41 :: getting ready. getting started.

Hihii :P
im glad that its not that slow right now
thankiew god
xD
okays stop nonsense liao
fast type all in
:]

lol
sunday when dinner at relative there
my cousins found out im going to CHS
then they like
say this dont go
that dont go
blah blah blahh
such LOL
^^
nobody take care me liao lorh next year
the youngest of them alr SPM this year
3X
nvm..
im learning to take care of myself

its 5.42 right now
Ma said about 6 the driver (aunty) coming
omgg
><
alr feeling like going to school liao
-.-

omg omg omg
omFg
2mr wednesday liao
somemore cham is
im having lunch with them
not only tumpang
walau
-.-
i said
"MA!! i at home cook maggi mee enough alr larh! why need go lunch with them? u giv me key larh!"
wth
so zhadao

just now was
getting ready shoes and socks
(omg, my shoe so.. undescribable)
so 'babai' the socks also need their school one
ISSHH!!
XP
then go iron clothes
walau the dress arh
so hard to iron
i also dunno how to fold
><
its like going back to school
iron clothes
packing bags
this and that
but
its not the school that i wanted
its not YakChee
its not 6K
><

owh my owh my
LADY GAGA
><
pin hair
good student
sopan santun
no bad words?
no middle finger?
(okay, im not THAT bad)
my cousin bro say
(nehh the youngest one)
he act for me see when they do sportcheck
"(examine ur body)"
"'tuo xie' (take off ur shoe)"
"'tiao liang xia' (jump two times)"
"pocket!"
he act until very LOL
then he say
"catholic got the machine one arh.. 'teet teet teet' 'bring out handphone' "
-.-"
okay so he is weird sometimes
LOL
most funny is when he say what club what sukan that time
"better dont go this club i tell you.. ah yeah that one good.."
the face expression very funny
=D

HONG!
2mr when u saw me dont :O
(lol -.-)
rmb arhh
dont like u used to say
"LERAN!! why u pin ur hair? aiyoo u wear this very weird lehh.. blah blah blahh"
u know ur mouth d larh
so control urself larh
:P
somemore
dont purposely act like u dunno me and then ask me
"u are leran right?"
i tell u if u do that i want beat u alr
-.-"

omggggg...
6.30 wake up
wear THOSE things
><
behtahan
why treat me like this
i dont mind wearing the uniform
but why my uniform gt CHS d badge?
iisshhh
><

im thinking about
next year
i really still want type blog anot
dont feel like leaving this old blog
very 'rapat'
lol
-.-
very fast then grand opening of my new blog liao
hohoho
-.-

5.57
i go get ready
haizz
wish me good luck tomoro
facing her
facing CHS
facing my going-to-be secondary school
facing my future
><
wish me luck
3':

buhbyess
see tonight can on anot
:P

DAY 40 :: i hate you com.. x(

Halloo
-.-
im not in a good mood right now
coz this stupid com want make me crazzy liao
-.-
slow dao bao norrr
gek dao!!!
-.-""

today very geng
watch liao 3 episodes
hohohoss
very fast then finish watch liao lorh
Shinwoo~~
woo~woo~woo~
lols
-.-
instead of following the series in tv
follow dao school reopen also follow mehh?
so humpalak watch finish all lorh

i just hate u so much
computer!!
i cannot everytme online liao lor
yet u so slow
-.-

i dont think i can type liao
too slow liao
iisshh
tomoro only let me cakap banyak larh
kinda short todays
-.-
buhbyes
:P

DAY 39 :: rush rush rush!! xP

Hii
rushing very fast right now
later going out for dinner with them
aiya u should know d larh
-.-

wasted about hours at PPS for only one episode
zhadaoo -.-
very slow larhhh
keep buffering
nice
=D
nvm
2mr go see again
xP

dunno matsui coming home for dinner
coming home from Singapore
im not very close with them
although their my cousins
-.-""

yesterday event was very
HIGHH
-.-
but okays larh
food okay okay lorh
the thing that pissed me up is that no ice kacang
><
not fair!!
:P
lol
the music was freaking loud like concert
somemore its pop music not those old d like last time
whee~
:D
good thing is
first day put aside hair going out okays lorh

iisshh
Wednesday is getting near
-.-
need pin hair lehh
worst than putaside
-.-

dun write liao larhh
need get ready liao
buhbyess
:]

DAY 38 :: Merry Xmass :D

Hihiii :]
its 25 Dec
merry christmas yarh
x)

its so great coz its Saturday on Xmas
NO PIANO!!~~
Wooohoooo~~
yay yay yaaaayyy
:D
but leh har
-.-
still need go jogging at Bkt Jalil again
iisshhh
><

Hahahas
just now go PPS see He's Beautiful
cannot tahan larh need wait another 2 days
i 'humpalak' see liao 2 hours or maybe more
xD
Crazzy Bum is Crazzy Bumm norhh
:P
somemore i think nothing else to watch liao marh
go see He's Beautiful lorh
NICE!! NICE!!

afterwads
Daddys annual dinner
i hate that most
coz daddy always drunks and always need 12++/1++ only can go home
><
but leh
one year one time
thank godd
xP
somemore i need putaside my hair
lately alot ppl say my hair long dao very long liao
Ma say i either cut it or put it aside
she say she duwan hear at there ppl say me
-.-
say mai say larh
its me not you
xP
so very cham need put hair aside lorh
><"
good part is
i can eat my ice kacang liao
:PP
somemore gt buffet eat
i always tell Ma that we long time didnt eat buffet liao
yayss~

5.30 liao
i needta get ready liao
wearing new Tee
XDD
the very classy one at Cameron Highland wear liao
the "I <3 Me" at movie wear liao
now is wear the gt big heart shape inside gt "You + Me = ???"
i dunno what they write on my Tee
who cares
its cute
xD

gtg nowss
only use 30 mins
:]
buhbyesss

DAY 37 :: countdown? nahh 3:

Hollaa...
dont worry
im inna good mood
okays okays larhh

iisshh
need download new songs alr
yesterday night listen finish whole song
-.-
now no song to hear
hear radio?
lol, frequency so freaking bad
><
no songs in my head right now
><

i saw 'lian ai tung gao' at PPS
lol..
very nicee
i know im quite late only see
but at least see liao larh
xP
LeeHom..
xDD
only is his big nose very 'zo deng'
no larhh jkjk
:P

Teeheees
He's Beautiful
!!
today d episode not much of Shinwoo
3X
behsong
xP
but arh
next monday d
should be a lot about him
hope so
><
SHINWOO~~
<3<3<3
hahass
Jeremy today cut d hair
like the kind of mangkuk head
nehh
meanings like those ppl put a mangkuk at their head
and then cut the come out d hair larh
xD
idk how to explain
-.-
so LOL
:D

haizz
unlike everyone else
going countdown at other places
im stuck at home
every year
i think last year's christmas we go...
old town kopitiam
-.-"""""
but better than no where

Teen Choice Awards
~~~
start at 10.30
but i think i want halfway only go see larh
im not THAT interested
:P

owh my lady gaga..
(learn from the movie xP)
yesterday
i added CHS as my high school at fb
><
and somemore
im not proud of it
><

2mr only go buy school shoes
hahass
duno same with xxx d shoe anot
let Ma choose larh
same then no big deal what
but look very weird lorh if the 'xie di' is red colour d
-.-

okays
crazzy bumm duwan write liao
buhbyess
and rmb
HoHoHo~
Merry Christmas to All
=D
Santa Clause must have stuck in my house chimney
(jkjk.. LOL)
buhbyesss~
:]

DAY 36 :: iisshh D=

i didnt plan to blog today
but at last
aiyaa blog larh

lol
just now i was freaking bad mood
then go listen MP3
lol
very effective
calm down liao
:D

its okay..
its okay if u say u can't talk to me anymore
its okay if u just shut up
its okay if u stop calling me
coz i dont care about you anymore
i shouldnt care
i shouldnt think about you
you dont treat me as a friend
then why should i?
i thought u change
i thought u were back as usual
who knew?
who the hell knew??
i dont need you anymore
get lost
dont come back
thats the way u wanted to be
i know u're upset that im tumpang-ing ur car for orientation
for going in the same car with u to school
for going to CHS
but
u think i want?
u think i want suffer all these?
i can be 'ya ba' in ur car d dont worry
i wont even mess with you
same bus with you?
nvm
i can pretend i dont know you
no
i dont even know you anymore
u said
"i think i cannot talk to you anymore alr becoz my mom knows we're fighting"
just say it
you dont want to talk to me
you dont even want to care about my life and death
i dont mind
coz thats how cruel u are
and thats none of my business

i dont think i could survive 2011
all the things change completely
and thats not good
at all
><
maybe im gonna eat canteen food everyday
gahhh
even how nice the canteen food is
its not a good idea
to me..
><
all sukan so freaking hard to chooose
im no athletic okay?
i think im joining Kelab Fotografi
but i dont hope that
everyone needs to have own camera
or maybe DSLR
u know im so freaking poor
iisshh
Pandu Puteri?
whats my choice?
then i was thinking about school band
how about that?
i dunno larhh
as long as they dont give me a piano to play
im cool
;P

i "cant wait" for orientation
haizz
such a relief that Hong Hong is going to CHS and maybe same bus
at least someone to teman larh
i miss Hong Hong when every morning he goes
"li le ran! li le ran!"
then he goes blabbling about things
and when he notices that im not in the mood sometimes and stuffs
thats what good about Hong Hong
=D
but..
(he goes hyper active and talkative sometimes)
LOL
and sometimes u cant shut him up
nvm =)
Hong, u see this then dont mad arh
:P

not many of my close friends going there i guess
booo
bad news
><

thank god im listening to MUSIC right now when writing all these stuffs
haizz
anyways
Merry Christmas althought its still early
what song is it right now?
S.H.E. Shero
cool song
should listen
crazzy bumm recommanded
L;oL

offline on 11:11
right now
buhbyeess
Dear God.
u gave me what i should get
you gave me whats the best for me
but i dont think i can manage all of it
then she messed things up
give me some strength to fixed things up
show me the way to live
:/

omg nice lehh
SHERO
:P
MUSIC is my strength im looking for
:)
buhbyess
:/

DAY 35 :: wtf? T^T

aww come on
don't treat me like this
its so fcking unfair
okays..
chill
T^T

this morning wake up in a weird feeling
then breakfast
Mom said
"lets bet, if crazzy bumm can in CHS"
i said
"then we go eat sushi king"
then okay lorh
now?
wtf.
really can go in

now Ma is talking to someone
about my transport next year
omg
idk i can sit her car anot
if can
then i sit with Joeyi
walau
-.-
tell u can anot later
now shes talking
sshhh
:X

when we go the PPD
the man
the worker larh
say with a serious face
dunno what the hell he saying
then arh
he smile and say
"LULUS"
thank god i didnt say eff
i say shit
then my mom was like
"oohh!! terima kasih"
then smile smile liao

im not happy
im kecewa sangat
but what can i do liao?
just complain about it for a week then fine

omg..
orientation is next Wednesday
im going there with Joeyi
tumpang her car
><
omg....
D=
maybe im even putting my hair aside
ornot more ppl say me liao
"cut ur hair larhh!!"
iisshh
Liang keep say me ghost
lol..
if i really am i hope i can scare him until he pee in his pants
:P

okay this is reaally a big big WTF
the aunty say can
im going to that bus
walau-.-
but arh
(><)
she say gt 2 ppl fetch dunno same anot
but hey
im still going to CHS
WTF??

i duwan say about that liao
haizz
pity pity
not other ppl
ME
:(
i just use 30 minutes
dunno do what lehh
><

okays larh
crazzy bumm very kecewa liao
duwan o type liao
trying to go youtube see gt my He's Beautiful anot
tonight cannot watch norhh
:[
buhbyess
:(

DAY 34 :: thankiews godd :D

Hollaaaaas
xD
its 10.33pm
blame it on Ma and Di
Di is repairing the paip
Ma is helping him
but she die also duwan giv me use
finally
hallelujah
:P

Hohohooos
He's Beautiful!!
owhmygod
xD
Shin Woo is freaking lengzaii
:]
3 of them okays larh
what the hell did Mi Nom choosed Tae Kyung?
sibeh stupid
but what can do?
its a drama series
they ARE the main characters
haizz
x)))
Crazzy Bumm is officially siao siao
(Nahhh, she was alr siao siao on the first place~)
:D

Lolss
today very thankiews god
no need go hell
wakakaxx
:P
hell as in meridien yarh
i can have back my sleep
Zzzz
=3=
then Liang suddenly tell me
"Jie~!! Mommy say go do the laundry"
wtf...
who cares..
i just 'feng' him aside
Zzzzzzz
at last still need do larh ornot today let scold dao bao liao
sobssyyss

o.O
quiet quiet
Rain finally stopped
peacee
:]

2mr 2mr 2mr 2mr
i finally know...
CHS or Sek4
i dunno which one i want..
i rather go Sek3
not becoz of him!!
aiyooo
-.-"

FREE FREE FREE
daddy's company gave us free stationarys
lalala~
thankiews god
x]
although not the brand i wanted on some
but its also very high kualiti
xD
managed to trick some good stuff from Liang
not trick larh so bad
EXCHANGE
xP

thankiews god for everything
:]
2mr
must 'bao you' crazzy bumm arh
whatever choice u give
i hope its always the best
3X

owhmygod
what to do today?
hhhmmmm
i dont wanna waste my time
crazzy bumm go sin arhs
wish me luck
x]
buhbyess
:P

DAY 33 :: blame it all on com :P

wazzup
:D
long time nvr say that liao
miss mar?
L:oL

i blame it all on com
stupid..
i type dao so good liao
somemore gt add video inside
the com go hang
WTF?
zhadaoo norr
-.-"

fine fine
say back
Buzzer Beat last episode finish liao
boo....
but nvm larh
gt new one
He's Beautiful
lalalalala~~
Shin Woo hao shuai oh~
shuai dai le
xD
teeheee
dont blame me
imma girl
what can i do?
:P

owh noo...
today gone to meridien
wth.
Zzzz
sibeh boring at there
somemore no handphone let me use to online
haizzz
i just behsong when all the small little girls come and surround me
im no superstar nor Najib okays?
dont surround me
no oxygen breath
killing me yars
><"
but leh
also cannot scream at them
they're small tiny 'things'
u do like that
they cry or sumting then
walao
-.-"

Hohohoo
at meridien
music music music is the way
i was mouthing the lyrics out
(i always do that -.-)
while writing something
then suddenly Ning was looking at me
uh-owh
giv her the stare
"what? im music bumm *:P* "
caught me mouthing lyrics?
thats normal okays?
ornot then siao-siao liao
:D
omg..
2mr going that hell again
-.-
i cant even stand there for like 2 hours
how can i tahan at there from morning to 5?
if i hear another"leran~~"
im so gonna siao siao liao
-.-
siao siao bumm
not bad~
LOL
><

ooo
i heard gt alot ppl can go in CHS liao
pray pray pray
dont go dont go dont go
dont go to a non-lengzai place
but then
go also not bad
aiya who cares
i duwan to be like last time when i saw the paper
the paper that said i cant get in to sek4
i just let out a fuck word and gone moody
-.-"
i think sakaii teacher was looking at me that time
:P
see what?
nvr see before crazzy bumm arh?
xPP
im gonna know am i in on 22 Dec
wish me luck
just wish me luck dont wish me in or not
:D
siao siao
Zzzzzz

kays
crazzy bumm ending liao
cant wait for 2mr's show
but not so cant wait for meridien
awwww man
><
hasta la vistass
buhbyesss
:]

DAY 31 :: owh my supergirl~

holla~
idk what happen to the title
i just keep thinking of that song
:D
crazzy bumm
:P

the movie okays larh
:D
nt bad not bad norh
u know inside gt one character?
name Eustace
then arh he very....
u go see larh
so, i heard from the people sitting behind me
say loud loud
"USELESS!"
not that loud larh
Ma and i heard him say that
then keep laughing
walao
zhadao
-.-

okay i duwan write liao
@@
crazzy bumm saying buhbyeess
2mr then let me luo suo
today duwan
:P

DAY 30 okayss :]

hihii
:]
i think im not okays right now
im crazy
crazzy bum
:P
i siao siao alr
thats what Liang calls it
'siao siao'
L:OL

'yuan lai shi mei nan a ~"
im falling in love with another drama
crazzy bum
:]
wootz..
3 guys
<3.<3
if i gt the love sign then very funny liao
;]

im effing tired on playing the piano
dont say about other songs
more cham
><"
at least
one shot then i can do the scales
that is
infront of myself
infront of Ms. Irene?
a big NONO
3X

my hands and fingers a for typing the keyboard
for kacau-ing Liang
for writing
for a lot of things
and so not sacrificing for piano
><
i hate my fingers
i dunno why
-.-"

woooo
another shocking thing happen today
-.-
but..
i'll try to be the not so ....... one
iisshh
><

effing weekend
2 days on piano
not-so effing weekend
one day one Narnia
one day one last episode of Buzzer Beat
at the end of course Naoki with Riko
duhh
dramas are all like that
thats why they're call 'drama'
(idk about that. im just simply saying :P)
unlike reality
so damn confusing yet complicated
D:

3 more days
i can see He's Beautiful again
5 more days
i can know what school am i in
6 more days
if im in sek4 im going to there do MY business not MOMs business
8 more days
its MERRY CHRISTMAS
L:OL
nothing to do with me
3:

okays
the not so okays crazzy bum is out of things to write
:D
keep supporting
2011
new blog!
:]
buhbyess

DAY 29 (part 2)

holla round 2 today
:D
lalala
just saw the new drama addcition just now
nice nice nice!!
heehee
i've just comfirm
He's Beautiful
not His
i admit
among those 3 guys
all also not bad not bad
xD
really damn rambang mata lately
@@

I think we're still friends
arent we?
you are calling to me about everyday right now
(nahh, its just for 2 days)
but
i hope we are
:]

i dunno what happen to me
after moodying for a few days
then get awfully tired
then get crazy
(last night..
i was kacauing Liang like a 5 year old kid
idk what the hell happen to me -.-)
then sot sot liao
including tackling with Liang for the NDS
(hey, imma Mario Obsession. so respect sikit :P)
ohh crap
im out of my mind
><

wth school am i going next year?
tons of people are asking me
im asking myself lately
then i ask Mom
"wait until 22 December then u'll know"
why?
coz that day i will know that im NOT going into that school
!!
i told her
"ma, wanna bet? im no way going to CHS. if i win u belanja Slurpee"
"no. u sure have sikit sikit chance then only can go there larh"
"since u know, why still waste so much time on applying and stuffs??"
"TRY MARH"
....
i should've said TuttiFrutti
but still
nobodys betting with me
oh yeahh
i rmb i bet with blog
(crazzy gurll)

fed up fed up fed up
sick sick sick
im sick of all THOSE
mamak
(its fatting me instead of killing me)
CHORES
(im freaking tired and lazy already)
staying indoor instead of going to gatherings, movies, etc~
(im cant sit still doing NOTHING)
thank god someone booked tickets for Narnia this Sat
(i did the booking -.-)

okays
since its part 2
so nothing much
the photos?
im working on it
actually im not
lazy + no tim at all
thinking of doing what next
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byebyess